Sharing my experiences

Tonight I was asked  and expected to answer someone who asked:                                           "Why are you posting pictures of giving yourself a shot?"      

 "Why are you doing that Jen?"

MY question is -

• Why do people get to post pictures of themselves in the delivery room giving birth.
• Why do people get to post pictures of themselves 1/2 naked out at a pool drinking alcohol
• Why do 16 year old girls get to post on facebook & instagram pictures of their sonograms and shout how excited they are at age 16 to be pregnant. WHAT, wrong impression being sent to other young kids in society!!!!
• Why do people get to post pictures of their gruesome car accidents.
• Why do teenagers get to go on spring break and post offensive photos
• When I check on my ex's little girls instagram I see teens that she follows, running a page dedicated to "depression" and teaching other kids how to "cut" themselves to feel better  

This list could seriously continue forever....... BUT you see, in today's society, that's all OK!

But me, I have been sick of 8 years now.  8 years.  And this summer, I was left alone, bed ridden with NO help.  No family.  No significant other to hold me and tell me it will all be ok.  I just was left there to fend for myself ...  And as I laid there, I could literally feel my body attacking itself, ruining my kidneys, my pancreas, my liver.  I was alone, literally feeling myself wilt away..and after all the years of love and devotion I gave the men in my life, not one was here for me. Not one.

And guess what, this is happening to people all over the United States. So, no, I'm not having a pitty party and NO I am NOT a victim!  I am a VICTOR and this is another instance that the good lord is using me as a vessel to help someone else.  Even if I only save one other person from this pain I am enduring, its worth sharing all my horrible experiences that I fought and pushed to overcome.... all on my own!

SO, I finally get a gasp of life sent back to me when a door to Dr. Kirsten was opened.  I start posting my experiences, women are now actually messaging me asking WHAT is that?  What where your symptoms?  I too have been very very sick with no answers too Jen!  I too keep having miscarriages and my husband and I want babies so bad!  Can you help me??  Jen, can you share your experience with me so I can maybe feel better too???

And I get questioned for doing that???   I get condemned and judged for it??

Makes no sense.